Assalamualaikum and hi .
First of all, I wanna say thanks a lot to those who gave me and my family support and visit us for past few days . Bismillah *take a deep breath* You must be curious what am I talking about kan ? Hmmm last Sunday early in the morning on my way to school, me, my sisters and my mother got into an accident . Lembu rempuh kereta . Tragik tak ? Dua ekor kot mati lepas tu . Alhamdulillah my family is fine except me . I knocked my head pretty hard on 'tempat sangkut barang' and the back of the head of driver seat . But I'm fine totally fine . Cuma luka kecil dan bengkak di dahi . My little sister also got the same problem as I am . I'm worse maybe . We both absent from school for four days .
Walaupun empat hari je tapi rasa macam tak pergi sekolah empat bulan . Cikgu mengajar cepat gila ! Dah la cuti hari tu pun aku tak sempat nak siapkan kerja rumah . Ni bertambah pulak homework lain . Ish pening kepala .
Another thing is about my not-so-called love life . I don't know where to start but between me and him are nothing now . For good maybe :( Siapalah yang tak sedih kan ? But I still love him though . We have our own reasons for that . Don't ask me why because I'm not gonna tell you either . Kalau ada jodoh, adalah . Okay got no mood to pursue .
Assalamualaikum and have a great week ahead :)
Saturday, February 23, 2013
Thursday, February 7, 2013
School life
Assalamualaikum and hi :)
How's life ? Good ? This is the first night of CNY holiday so i'm enjoying the time while i can . Haha bad me is bad . No worries and stay happy kan orang kata . Walaupun kerja sekolah bertimbun-timbun aku masih lagi watlek watkool macam biasa . Buat-buat tak reti bahasa yang kita ni dah tingkatan 4 subjek makin susah makin banyak -..-
Aku siap kumpul lagi kerja rumah tauuuuuuuu . Meh nak list sikit :
- Nota PAI
- Nota KOMSAS
- Modul sejarah ( bab 1 & 2 )
- Latihan addmath
- Latihan math mode
- Salin karangan yang bapak panjang
The truth is i'm going to kemaman this holidayyyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAA yelling yelling yelling yelling . I will meet him there insyaAllah . At first kak cik hesitates to let me go with her but after persuade her again and again Alhamdulillah she bought tickets for both of us . That is why I have to finish my all or half of my homeworks before i go there . Yippe i can't believeeeeeeeeeee it . Hahahahahaha
Jadi rajin sikit, JIE !!
Assalamualaikum and have a great holiday . Happy chinese new year EVELIBADI !
Friday, January 25, 2013
What if
Assalamualaikum and hi :)
Salam Maulidur Rasul by the way . Rugi betul tak dapat sambut dekat masjid . Almaklumlah kita ehem-ehem . Baru dua tiga hari lepas excited nak pergi masjid sambut ramai-ramai :/ Semoga Allah swt panjangkan umur aku supaya dapat sambut lagi tahun depan .
As for yesterday, it is like a new fresh start for me to re-open my blog . Hihi still quite awkward actually . Okayyyyy back to main topic for today .
WHAT IF
This sentence i picked from twitter makes my heart shakes . I may have so many flaws but i really should be grateful for what i have and for what i am . Alhamdulillah
Well, no one perfect i think . Every flaws that i owned maybe a strength for someone . I don't know . Maybe . No one will ever knows that except Allah swt .
I really should thank Allah for giving me the best of the best friends that i've ever wanted . Tanussa, Mas, Zol, Pokcek, Fareeda, Amir, Siti, Eqa, Ifa and etc . I'm sorry for ont being very open to my problems but thanks anyway for being with me . I really like to keep everything bottled up inside my heart . Hee but i'm that type so cannot be blamed .
*krik krik krik*
I am so out of topic !
LOVE CHUUUUUUUUUUUUUU BEBEH heehee Assalamualaikum :))
Salam Maulidur Rasul by the way . Rugi betul tak dapat sambut dekat masjid . Almaklumlah kita ehem-ehem . Baru dua tiga hari lepas excited nak pergi masjid sambut ramai-ramai :/ Semoga Allah swt panjangkan umur aku supaya dapat sambut lagi tahun depan .
As for yesterday, it is like a new fresh start for me to re-open my blog . Hihi still quite awkward actually . Okayyyyy back to main topic for today .
WHAT IF
- I can't be like what my parents want me to be
- I can't be a good listener to my friends
- I can't be a good girl for you, sayang
- I'm not a smart student
- I'm not a 'solehah' daughter
- I'm not a good servant for my Lord Allah swt
- etc
This sentence i picked from twitter makes my heart shakes . I may have so many flaws but i really should be grateful for what i have and for what i am . Alhamdulillah
Well, no one perfect i think . Every flaws that i owned maybe a strength for someone . I don't know . Maybe . No one will ever knows that except Allah swt .
I really should thank Allah for giving me the best of the best friends that i've ever wanted . Tanussa, Mas, Zol, Pokcek, Fareeda, Amir, Siti, Eqa, Ifa and etc . I'm sorry for ont being very open to my problems but thanks anyway for being with me . I really like to keep everything bottled up inside my heart . Hee but i'm that type so cannot be blamed .
*krik krik krik*
I am so out of topic !
LOVE CHUUUUUUUUUUUUUU BEBEH heehee Assalamualaikum :))
Thursday, January 24, 2013
A brand new year
Assalamualaikum and hi :)
It's been a long time since my last post . Actually i've deleted them all . It's quite bothering to read my own posts with all those childish stuffs . Hihi by the way, this year i'm gonna be 16 . Yupp an upper in secondary school . By this time, i'm still in my old school, not so beloved SMKIP .
Well, there's so many things that i wanna share but from my prediction no one will ever try to read so to be safe, only one post to start .
Being a 16 years old girl with normal feelings normal attitude or behaviour, it is hard to cope with new subjects new teachers new life and BOY . Everything is kinda weird for me . Enough for that .
I'm now actually trying so hard to hold my tears because my sister is still awake . Dada ni dah rasa sebak sangat . Banyak hal dah berlaku dalam tahun ni walaupun 2013 baru sahaja membuka tirai . Perangai aku memang suka pendam perasaan . Malam-malam berlari masuk tandas sebab selalu tak tahan nak menangis . Aku pun sendiri tak tahu kenapa aku pelik sangat sekarang ni . Mudah menangis dan cepat terasa . Sebelum ni, akulah orang yang paling kuat . Jarang menangis kecuali masa sakit .
Tapi sekarang ni sangat berbeza . Mungkin Allah swt dah mula bukak hati aku untuk berubah ke arah kebaikan . I've been crying all night long regretting all my mistakes and sins . This is from my recent tweet :
"People often say "Past is past" but the truth is it's hard to forget your past and living the present . Because sometimes they haunt you ."
This is really true . Pernah sekali aku bermimpi benda maksiat yang aku buat dulu dan aku menangis sampai basah bantal . Selepas solat taubat memang lega tapi rasa menyesal tu tak hilang . Yang selalu aku fikir 'kenapalah aku bodoh sangat sampai larangan Allah swt pun aku langgar' . 'Bodoh bodoh bodoh' .
Tu baru maksiat, belum dosa dengan ibu bapa lagi . I'm not the type that can cuddle with my mom or my dad easily . Imma bit shy actually . Aku cakap kasar, kuat tengking dan suka marah-marah . MasyaAllah tak terhitung dosa aku . Tapi alhamdulillah sekarang ni dah kurang semua tu . Mungkin sebab amalan mengaji kot .
There's one guy i really like him . Not just ordinary like, i actually love him . We're not living near to each other . I'm in Kota Bharu and he's studying in Dungun . It's hard . Really really hard . Hard to meet and hard to talk . We're now not more than two people with memories . I totally miss how we used to skype and talk on the phone for hours . I often pray for us . Allah swt has his own reason for doing this to us . Aku redha . Mungkin bukan masanya lagi . Aku baru 16 tahun . Masih jauh perjalanan kalau Allah tak ambil nyawa aku lagi . Now, besides praying for your health and life, i always stalk your twitter and facebook . Ya, memang aku bebal dan muka tak malu . I don't really care . I love you, ruzairi :*
After all, changing from bad to good is a tough job ever . Pray for me to be a better muslim :) Semoga Allah swt kuatkan hatiku untuk tempuhi semua dugaan atas dunia ni . Assalamualaikum :))
It's been a long time since my last post . Actually i've deleted them all . It's quite bothering to read my own posts with all those childish stuffs . Hihi by the way, this year i'm gonna be 16 . Yupp an upper in secondary school . By this time, i'm still in my old school, not so beloved SMKIP .
Well, there's so many things that i wanna share but from my prediction no one will ever try to read so to be safe, only one post to start .
Being a 16 years old girl with normal feelings normal attitude or behaviour, it is hard to cope with new subjects new teachers new life and BOY . Everything is kinda weird for me . Enough for that .
I'm now actually trying so hard to hold my tears because my sister is still awake . Dada ni dah rasa sebak sangat . Banyak hal dah berlaku dalam tahun ni walaupun 2013 baru sahaja membuka tirai . Perangai aku memang suka pendam perasaan . Malam-malam berlari masuk tandas sebab selalu tak tahan nak menangis . Aku pun sendiri tak tahu kenapa aku pelik sangat sekarang ni . Mudah menangis dan cepat terasa . Sebelum ni, akulah orang yang paling kuat . Jarang menangis kecuali masa sakit .
Tapi sekarang ni sangat berbeza . Mungkin Allah swt dah mula bukak hati aku untuk berubah ke arah kebaikan . I've been crying all night long regretting all my mistakes and sins . This is from my recent tweet :
"People often say "Past is past" but the truth is it's hard to forget your past and living the present . Because sometimes they haunt you ."
This is really true . Pernah sekali aku bermimpi benda maksiat yang aku buat dulu dan aku menangis sampai basah bantal . Selepas solat taubat memang lega tapi rasa menyesal tu tak hilang . Yang selalu aku fikir 'kenapalah aku bodoh sangat sampai larangan Allah swt pun aku langgar' . 'Bodoh bodoh bodoh' .
Tu baru maksiat, belum dosa dengan ibu bapa lagi . I'm not the type that can cuddle with my mom or my dad easily . Imma bit shy actually . Aku cakap kasar, kuat tengking dan suka marah-marah . MasyaAllah tak terhitung dosa aku . Tapi alhamdulillah sekarang ni dah kurang semua tu . Mungkin sebab amalan mengaji kot .
There's one guy i really like him . Not just ordinary like, i actually love him . We're not living near to each other . I'm in Kota Bharu and he's studying in Dungun . It's hard . Really really hard . Hard to meet and hard to talk . We're now not more than two people with memories . I totally miss how we used to skype and talk on the phone for hours . I often pray for us . Allah swt has his own reason for doing this to us . Aku redha . Mungkin bukan masanya lagi . Aku baru 16 tahun . Masih jauh perjalanan kalau Allah tak ambil nyawa aku lagi . Now, besides praying for your health and life, i always stalk your twitter and facebook . Ya, memang aku bebal dan muka tak malu . I don't really care . I love you, ruzairi :*
After all, changing from bad to good is a tough job ever . Pray for me to be a better muslim :) Semoga Allah swt kuatkan hatiku untuk tempuhi semua dugaan atas dunia ni . Assalamualaikum :))
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